I have been married to my partner for about two years now. Like so many other girls who worked for the same escort agency as me, I left London escorts to get married. The first year of marriage was great, but after that things seem to have gone downhill. Our sex life is not as meaningful as it once was and I don’t feel that we are connecting on an emotional level anymore. Was this really what I left outcall escorts for? That is something I have started to ask myself on a more or less daily basis.
It is not only our sex life which seems to have gone wrong. When I first left London escorts so that we could be together, we seemed to have time for each other. Sitting on the sofa and having a chat was my highlight of the day, but even that has gone from our relationship now. I have noticed my husband is working longer hours than ever before. It is beginning to worry me as this is one of the signs of concern I used to come across when I worked for London escorts. When a man starts to work longer hours, it means that he is either having an affair or his business is in trouble.
Tea and toast in bed on Sunday morning is yet another thing which has fallen by the wayside. When I still worked for London escorts, my then husband-to-be always used to make me tea and toast in bed when I had done the Saturday London escorts night shift. I used to love it. For the last couple of weekends, he has not made me tea and toast in bed, and I do wonder why. Is he getting fed up with his little sexy kitten from London escorts?
Could it be that our marriage is a flash in the pan or a five-minute wonder? I would hate for us to split up. At the same time, I know that being married to former London escorts can be hard to handle. It may sound great at first, but all of a sudden you start to wonder what you have done. I would not be the first girl from an outcall escorts who have ended up getting married only for the marriage to fail a couple of years later. Maybe being married to a former London escort is a bit of a novelty for some men.
What should I do? I think that I have tried all of the tricks I know. It is no good crying in your tea when this sort of things happen. If I am not the right girl for my husband anymore, it may be better for me to move on. At least I am young to start again. Would I be able to support myself? I have a flat that I rent out, but I may go back to London escorts or I could perhaps find myself another job within the adult industry here in London. There have always been plenty of them to go around.…